Called my midwife this morning to tell her that I was increasingly getting nervous. I was 6 days pass my due date. Those thoughts were really new for me as Max was 12 days earlier - unfortunately induced and Lina was one single day late.
This time was bit different due to the fact we were so much hoping for a homebirth and it would only be possible till August the 7th. I know that babies are making their own birth dates but it´s hard when you are simply not allowed to wait as long as you want.
So I was told to go out and to have other thoughts. Not to think about the dates, the hospital, the regulations and what might come in the worst case.
I felt blessed to hear her encouraging words and afterwards I could really enjoy the time out with my loved ones. I felt contractions every 20 minutes but just for 15-30 seconds... too short. It was depressing every time the contractions stopped... funny as they were painful, ha!
Little baby... please join us... but take your time anyway! We are waiting, haha!
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